And it went on from there. His deep voice was not loud but you could tell he was already under her seductive powers. It was hot!
It asked for you to fill out a profile, including sexual likes and dislikes, your age, where you lived, and a moniker (your screen name)
One day, after I had seen this scene for the umpteenth time, I clicked a section on the porn site called Meet and Fuck. It took me to a website that very quickly asked me to sign up and pay money. There was no way in hell I was going to sign my name to anything 
. Didn’t you get jailed for this sort of thing? I told my therapist about it, and he assured me you only get arrested for child porn. File this under: potentially useful information. That night I searched the Web and sure enough I found two.
Each time I took a new step in my sexual exploration I became fearful. What was I getting myself into? Was I going to get into trouble? Yet, despite my fears, I convinced myself to keep going. To utter these forbidden words — cock, pussy, cum, fuck — was liberating. No, exhilarating! Walls broke down. No longer would I be constricted by what I was supposed to think, supposed to do, supposed to feel.
Signing up for the free sex site was simple
Unlike regular dating sites, it did not ask for your profession, how much money you make, what are the six things you could never live without. I signed up as Sensualnights16 and listed my age as 63 (I was then 69), rationalizing that the further away from 70 I was, the more men I would interest. This was the only thing I lied about. Many men did not post a picture. (I don’t know about women, as I never looked them up.) I did post a picture, but not wanting my face shown on a sex site, I posted one in which a hat was pulled down over my eyes. All it showed were my lips, chin and breasts underneath a T-shirt.
The first person to contact me was a guy I’ll call Bill. According to his photo (who knows if it was real), Bill was a very attractive young man. Thirty-three years old (or so he said). I immediately discounted him because of our huge age difference, but he wanted to chat. After hearing stories from a female friend about her young men, I decided to give it a try.
I looked at his picture again. He had a day-old scruff, full lips and a sexy smile. What is the worst that could happen? A bad question to ask, because you can always think of something worse.
I pulled out my notes from my favorite porn clip to see if I could get Bill under my spell the way the porn actress had gotten her male counterpart under her spell.
Referring to my notes, I then wrote, Would you like me to take the tip of your cock inside my mouth and suck on it?
I continued to read from my porn notes without which I would have been lost. My heart was racing. I was embarrassed! Excited! Writing word for word, question after question what the woman in the video said, I was breaking with all propriety, everything I learned from my parents on how to be a nice Jewish girl.
A short time later, Bill had what he described as a powerful orgasm, and he thanked me repeatedly. Should I be thanked for such a thing?Regardless of the questions racing through my mind, I was aware of one thing: I had enjoyed myself!
